I admit I was really scared..that deep knot in the belly when
you're not sure of what's coming. And He likes it when I'm scared. Both of us
do. Submissives can be a little perverse..craving humiliation and discipline but not
really able to admit it. Some submissives
that is, like me. I crave the degrading things He does to me. Love and hate it
both. This time, my belly was knotting terribly.
I had disobeyed Him and I knew, punishment would be severe and exciting.
Master Bob never flew into rages, He just stared coldly and went about the business
of correcting His sub. He didn't really need a reason, it was His right to do with
me as He wished.
I stood in front of Him naked, quivering. He smiled a chill of a smile.
Anne, what am I to do with you? He fired, not expecting an answer.
"Actually, I have an idea and I think it will be awhile before
you consider defying me again."
With that, He walked slowly behind me encircling my neck with His strong arm, just holding
it...His other hand skimmed down
my nude body and between my round ass cheeks. His long thick finger began pushing at
my small little bud, and in a panic
I tried to squirm away from the increasing dry pressure. He tightened His arm like a
vice and pushed up hard with His finger
deep into me and I bit my lip against the sharp pain. He had always been so very
careful with any anal play. We never had
sex that way because He said I was just too small for Him to enjoy it. He didn't
remove the probing finger, just pushed in deeper
and to my mortification lifted, using this to propel me along with my hair into the other
room.
I was so humiliated, marching along like this hanging off of His finger...I stammered
out.."Noooooooooo Sir, please..it hurts."
That was a mistake, He marched me around the house lifting higher until I was on my toes,
sobbing with humiliation.
"It's only the beginning of your night anne, apparently you need harsher measures
than I have used so far.."
He tip-toed me into His 'play-room' and I about feinted on the spot. Hanging from a
suspension bar was a huge filled enema
bag. Master Bob had given me enemas before. He liked to lay me across
His lap sometimes moving a well lubed finger in and out of me gently and said He wanted me
clean for that kind of play, but this!! This was some huge monster and those had
been little
bulb things.
He marched me over to the table, pulled His finger out of my bottom and left me standing
there. I wasn't about to move!
He returned with a set of nipple clamps and snapped them onto my nipples roughly, making
me almost double over with the
sharp pain. He tugged sharply on the small attached chain and I moved forward very
quickly with a gasping sob.He fixed the chain firmly to some
part of the wall I couldn't see clearly. He then placed a spreader bar between
my feet, widening
my stance and my hands He tied behind my back. I was tied by my nipples to the wall.
All of this time He said nothing and the silence was driving me crazy. "Sir,
are You going to spank me?" I asked.
"Among other things Anne." was the clipped reply.
He was probing between my cheeks, spreading lube (I was so grateful) over my tight ass
hole, pushing His finger in again, and
this time, it felt so good I moaned out loud in spite of my throbbing nipples..
"Like it?" He asked abruptly, withdrawing then shoving back again deep and
rough.
"Yessss I half moaned half gasped."
The pleasant feeling fled as He shoved another finger in deep and twisted them
around. "This time I whimpered and moved back
The nipple clamps bit in sharply causing a squeal from me and a laugh from
Him.
"Better just stand there and take it Anne." He said. "I could
tie you but this way, is so much more your decision, like
the one you made earlier today."
He removed His fingers and I saw Him grab something out of the corner of my eye. He
saw me looking and held it in front of me.
It looked like a big dildo but there was a tube attached to it. I started shaking my
head wildly. He laughed and in the
next moment I felt Him separating my cheeks the dildo/nozzle pushed against my very snug
bud. He started pushing it
in slowly. It hurt!! I jumped to the side trying to move away. He didn't
stop me but the jerk of intense pain on my nipples
did.
"Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Master...noooooooo oh gd it hurts..it's ripping me
apart."
"No, He said calmly, just feels like it."
I was sobbing now, my ass burning, nipples throbbing and He kept pushing until it was all
the way in. I thought that was the
worst until I felt the abrupt rush of warm stinging water and immediately felt like I had
to go. I said so to Him in panic but
He laughed and told me I was taking all of it, and I swear it looked like 5 gallons to me.
I was babbling and shifting foot to foot, afraid to get my nipples jerked again, and that
water just kept on filling me, stinging.
I was pouring tears but that didn't stop Him. When the bag was empty, actually the
cramps were not quite so bad then, He
plopped out the big nozzle telling me to "hold it" or else. Soon, I felt
something else there and oh gd, knew He was shoving
in a butt plug. He'd made me wear one all night in punishment once. It didn't
hurt too much, I think my ass hole was in shock.
"Please Sir, can I go?" I begged, feeling my insides rumble and churn.
Almost sadly, He answered. "No Anne, we're not done, You have 50 coming with
the paddle."
He used the paddle often, maybe 20 or so and I really liked it, but 50? With an
enema? I begged Him no...but felt the first
stinging slap of it, jerking against the nipple clamps and they bit in like fire. I
forced myself to stand then, as I counted each
blow as ordered, sobbing. At the end of 50 He untied me and took me to the bathroom
standing as I released it. I was so
horrified.
Nipples, ass and asshole aching and burning I stood quietly while He gave another to rinse
out the soapy water, and it felt so good.
From then on, He gives me a variety of enemas, and follows it up with a lot of anal
sex. I've come to like it mostly but He'll never
know it. AND I have never disobeyed Him since that day.
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